It's been two years since i last updated my bloggy. I'm back to here and write for no reason. People don't uses blog anymore. People are crazy on facebook now. Im currently at work, yeah i got a job now, working as admin in an office in lavender. Im bored actually. Anyway the guy i mentioned in the last update, he has become my boyfriend now. we have been officially together on July 2010 and till now. Hmm yes i admit i've been thru thickest and thin with him. Sometimes he likes to give me craps and makes me fucking angry till now. sometime i just wanna bang my head on the wall. sometimes i love him. sometimes he is kinda flirtatious likes to see other girls. i know when i said that to him he deadly wont admit it. harghh. this morning we have just settled down from a long fight. i dont wanna mention what it's regarding about. it's better left unsaid. i just wished things will go the other way round someday that he will start to control me. so he would know how is it feels like to be hurt so deeply. haizzz. i pray one day. yea. goodbye for now.