and am like bursting smoke from the chimney train!
fuck, fuck, fuck!
Guess what!!
MY-LIMITED-EDITION-BLACK-VANS-SHOE has been stolen.
arrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Fed-up lahhhhhhhh:|
I know i put it outside my house corridor, but why the heartless person take and runaway my vans? can't he/she smell my feet ordour in it?
stupididioticfellawithnobrainssmallsmalldontwanttodie.
luckily i got a pair of back up vans bt yet i still loving the one been stolen.
cheepai uh!


PS, Oh my cheapo deck, i miss skating on you.
when can i skate again?


Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 11:00 PM.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Back fr this week!
I miss blogging oftenly.
Been busy alot. (the same old quote) LOL. And that is fucking true.
I've test, prac test, BL interviews, BL plans fr the new intakes, clearing house due to house renovation soon and some gundu problems. Imma having a hectic life now. And for that i realized, i've been abondoned some people. Please excuse me people, i'm in a mess right now. Hope you guys understand me. I'm not cruel to chuck you guys aside. nooo!! i just need space fr now. Everything will be back normal after this aftermath done!

HOLIDAY-HOLIDAY-HOLIDAY-I-ON-MY-WAY!

I cant wait for this coming holiday.. I want to break free!! haha. Mom promised to take me to Hyatt hotel in Johore. Although is a neighbourhood country, maann i cant wait to have those luxury buffet, 5 star room hotel and swimm in that biggy pool. Ooohhlalaaaa. I'm on my ride baybeh. yeeehaaar~ and-and cant wait for GOLFING!! eleena aku tak sabar la seii. Golfing is great, i'm into it since the day my father teached me in KL. walauuweii gua rembat banyak bola dok!! hahaha! hmm whatelse.. ouh yea lets karaoke ok! lets throw out the stress by singing.

To the AHS new intake BLs, be prepare on 23rd feb.. as we are planning something for ya. Lets boogy-boogy-boogy-BOGAYY! bahaha.

Ouh yea science centre project thingy, lets get wet yaw on 13th and 14th Feb.

Alamak serious shit uh, i cant wait for holiday. I need to make myself gay-ing.(happy lah bodoh)

To east,
I think you're just pretending to be sincere,
But why? I think you found me cause you just want to whine and have fun?
That is what i thought but i think u are right?, prove me wrong baybeh.
Make my eyes open and Show me your sincerity. please. haishhh sad nye aku bile part-part gini:(
Asyik-asyik kene dengan lelaki havoc
Nampak je baik, tapi perangai MASYAALLAH.
Hanya tuhan saje yg tahu aku punye hati dan perasaan. (chey)
siape lah aku kan, mentang-mentang Libra is the lame one. (hmm) but ey! libra has alot of good side okay! (like duhh) (sempat pe jadi defensive dan kelakar seram. oh wadever with the 4 fingers)

(couple of pics, when i was in Sydney. i fucking miss those days)

Ok lah, till here for now. will be back blogging Soon D B. heheh.

Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 3:07 AM.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

oowow, its been awhile not updating.
Been busy alot.
I might updating for today and may be away for the rest of other days,
maybe till i'm free, which i don't know when is it. heheh.
I've been dying, craving, dwelling for school reasons and some other stuffs.

Imma working my ass off to get what im craving for, that is 4 points for my GPA.
Which anyone in ITE ever wants and dream off. I'll try my best to make it come true.
Well maybe not try, but Must come true. hahah. My determination is so high to the limit but i'm not doing it? hmmmm. This time i will cross over mountains and seas to make my high determination to goes as plan. jyeah. Just do it! hahah.

Well other than that, I've been dying for motorcycle license (class 2b). I've been pestering my father to get an enrollment for class 2b just now. heheh. Perhaps he told me to get class 3 first (car license) than.. i can get class 2b instead. Damn.. whats the difference? Was bit disappointing, nevertheless.. he's going to pay all the fees! jyeah. So yeah imma start my class 3 enrollment after 9th march, just after my exams. Can't wait baybeh. And to mom, I'll do what I've already planted for years. I'll still go for that class 2b. Push away all your negative thinking, anyway dad give me the permission though. hmph.

What can i do to stop dwelling to the past? Infect i'm through with them. My mind cant stop processing. Processing, but doesn't turn to anything that should be processed. Easy say, maybe i still searching for the right want. But my fear is still there. More called as Phobia. U know what i mean. After you get so much of abandoned or so called bastard from lads. U get this fear, that the dream-guy-u-ever-want you'll get later might be happen again like pastime. Ouh yes I've been admiring, crushing on these lads. But, deep inside my heart there's this thing is not working..; Excitement. Its dead and gone. Well i don't know how to elaborate more. Its crazy to babble it out here. Tsk.

For now i'm just praying hard for my upcoming test and exams. Wish all the best for me. What've been planned will goes as planned alrights. I'm signing off, will update when i ready to be back active.



Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 1:27 AM.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

To Ayu thank you so much for the bandship.
I fancy and appreciate it alot(:

A friendship bond binded with honesty,
as well care that will always be there.
It's a new beginning, and a journey,
that we'll live together to make our
friendship even stronger, unbreakable.

Memories of the past will not vanish,
we engrave them in our hearts deep,
we will not dwell on what has went wrong,
but we will look foward to the future.
What lies ahead of us is for the better.

It's a future where you and I share a special
friendship, one simply unforgettable.
Hold my hand and let's begin,
we cannot travel this journey alone,
so instead we'll do it as a team.


P.S: Fina and Ayu, Besties I proudly call mine.



Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 12:03 AM.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

06.02.09
Pictures will do the blogging alrights. hee(:
These is what i have now, there will be more to be uploads.

Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 8:27 AM.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Random Post.

"If that guy loves you, he'll make time for you even if his busy...."
"Hmm okay, bt for now i've got no time for this shit."
"(sad emoticons)"
"Why sad?"
"Cause i have feelings for you"
"If u did notice"
"O.O nooo wayyy"
"U must be kidding!!"
"I'm not kidding"
"If i want to, not about this."
"Well its okay to have feeling for someone"
"But i cant have the same feeling that u had for me"


so what is this called? confession? haha. PUUIIIKKK UH!!
All rubbish. Im some kind of rebellious mood now. I wonder how many times have
he been used the same line to other girls. Gotta tell u this, If u really do like me,
damn prove it man!
Just to flirting around? Wrong person baby. U'll know what u'll get!
HAH!



Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 5:27 AM.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

There's something that distract me,
someone that's create an avoidness in the atmosphere,
I'm just predicting
And it really made me aware that something was wrong.


I have to fight the urge to call out myself and warn me not to make the same mistake.


But I failed again and for i already realizing it.


I've arrest myself, but have you?







Together with love,
Nad♥

what we could have been, 12:06 AM.