Im just being random. Enjoy listening to France song!!
Today was a bitter day for me.
None sweet. None sour.
Woke up at 7am.
Wasn't a good day for me.
Infect wasn't a good holiday for this week.
herrssshhh.
Getting ready for my trial test.
Its like a usual routine for every a week for me.
*Bila mau game sak aku punya trial test.
Got text from Jana, accompany outing with her has to be canceled.
Pity her, her brother got admitted. Sorry to hear that.
Despite, i went out to city alone. Peace was playing in my mind.
There's something that across to my blank mind.
I decide.. to meet my long-time-never-meet-yotlingz aka darlingz.
She work around the city. Went lunch. had a great talk. miss her alot.
After that went off to esplanade library alone. Peaceeee again.
ahhhhhh. really like it. Finished revising my whatnots, walked to
bugis and took the train. So called of killing time. Hargghhh.
I don't know what came to my mind. Touring alone in the city. LoL.
But hey it's nice(:
I need Peace,
Nad
what we could have been, 6:01 AM.
Mum please stop crying, I can't stand the sound.
I know your pain is painful, and yes it really tearing me down.
Dad please stop yelling, I cant stand the sound
Make mum stop crying, cause I need you both around
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
Dad promise will be better, but why mum?
why you running away?
We look pretty happy in back then,
but why worst came destroyed?
We look pretty normal in back then,
can we just get back to that anything.
I'm sad, i cried for you both.
But no one hears not even my small sister.
Can we Let's play pretend and act like it comes so
naturally?
Please God, stop all this nuisance that happening in this family.
I cant take this thing forever, i need you to be my saviour.
Amin.
Where is the Love?
Nad:(
what we could have been, 12:00 AM.
Hello Monday blues.
Today im bloody fatigue.
I had bonding event with
the bridge leaders juniors and cleaning of BL room. phew.
Was quite upset with the last minute planning.
But heavenly it was run smoothly although there's a
retard planning behind the scene.
I guess the BL's are having an utter fun today
as well goes to the seniors.
IceBreaking|AmazingRace|
Animal farm|waterbomb|releasing champagne
was insane. haha.
Ton of thanks to my seniors bridge leader.
& special thanks to Thameem and Meera.
I owe you guys alot.
Without you all maybe i might be dead like a dried mermaid.
Cause this is the first time in 21st century AHS BL
back on bonding event. Unlike last year. Damn, only me knows.
Okay..2nd major event has scrap from my list. alhamdulilah.
no upcoming major for now. am happy. I need chilling pill.
Seriously. Ouh yeah yesterday was fun. Fina, u know i know.
soo funnaaayyyy. and lets do it again some other time. LOL.
About my class 3, tsk. Dont wanna talk about it anymore.
It's disappointing. By all means failed doesn't mean a give up to me.
I wont want to disappoint my dad. And friends thanks for motivating(:
Goodnight, ily people.
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 5:53 AM.
I'm totally disappointed.
The computer screen shows;
You have FAILED the basic theory trial test.44/50passing marks must be 45/50!
and i was 1 mark away.
nvm, its not the end.
This Sunday is my re-take.
ghhhhhh.
I'll be away to Johore soon.
Will be back tomorrow.
See ya(:
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 8:58 PM.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Today is my utterly lethargic day. I had my parents whole room painted today and went for theory class at ssdc. I spent 4 hours of class there. yawn. Its like gain knowledge gitu lah kan. Instrcutor was fun. And i like their uniform. Macam F1's attire. haha ohhh nad you're so random.
Clock shown me at 9.19pm now, and yet i've got nothing much to say. Hell yeah, i received a message from East today. Its like been awhile since we last communicate which i dont know when, and now u text me up. wth. im so sorry, i have sticked with my obligation now. I wanna forget all the guys that been knowing and abondoned me but then shown up again after awhile. Macam wtf gitu. I had enough of this. I'm sorry east i won't get to reply u anymore. period.
I'm just like some other girls too..
waiting for a saviour that never thought would ever come.
But till when? Our Futures is on God's Hand.
we can't neither predict nor expect it when is it comes/happen.
One question i would released to a guy if they happen to love me, I would asked;
"If you love me, do you love Allah? if u do, show me you're sincerity knowledge."
oh dear what factors i've been babbbling now. tsk. it took me 45mins of blogging. I'm tired. Night!
Ouh yess, before i leave. I miss BAM alot. haha.
They put up a dam good show last year at waterfront.
They raw-rock.
Bye.
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 5:40 AM.
jyeaaaaaaaaaahhhh(:
IGNITE science challenge at Science center SG has finally ended. 1st agenda has scrap from my list, haha. Being a facilitator in the sciencenopoly game was quite fatigue. Weather was blissfully hotness. People there was gallon perspiring. Only US knows how is it feel on that instant day.
Noww.. couple Pictures of US will do more talking explanation alright. I wanna have an early sign out and off to cloud 9. Hekhek..
see me, i look like Teddy! Haha. fat ass.
Mrs Yeo in the middle. cute lecturer.
Applied food science peeps. Jyeah(:
what we could have been, 6:33 AM.
(random pic, i like the scenery. credits to nad-zerg)
Aiseh-maann.
Its HOLIDAY!!
and i'm back.
Currently i was busy people.
am sorry for not updating / tagging on your blog.
*am i sorry for myself or sorry to people? urmm nvm.
It will refer to both. hah.
OKAY!
nowww..
I've settled my exams, my upcoming bridge leader events
andddddd!!! I've enroll my class 3 manual yesterday.
Yipeeee. this coming sun i'll be sitting on theory 1&2.
Next Fri will be my Trial test and next, move on to basic theory test.
actually I'm so excited in the inside, i hope what I've planted it'll be fruitful.
Soo today, was just came back from shopping spree with mom at J8 & Hougang mall.
Just with mom. And its like been for awhile for both of us going out together.
Today mom spend alot on her fetish hush puppies stuffs. As for me i ask her to
buy for me tops. woooh. BEST SEI! Ouh ya we both spend alot on FOODS!! LOL.
we ate and takeaway KFC, OLD CHANG KEE, DONUT EMPIRE & thought of going Delifrance but we went to pasta mania instead. hahah. we're like insane but the conclusion is we want to released stress and to be happy. woooohhh *aku rase macam 1st day hari raya hari ni. LOL.
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 2:28 AM.
Oh cheeses and fries!!
I ate alot today. woooh.
well for ya'll to know im handling on to kit kat and kinder bueno now. lol,
and its-just-for-you-to-know. hehe.
So Wanna know why i ate alot?
The reason is I've been boosting, painting them ma room wall all by my own dawg.
(nigga effects.hehe) and im exhausted.
So yeah i ate alot, after hardworking my arse off painting my room.
Wanna know what colour? LIME GREEN! Booyahh!
well dont you guys fucking wondering, its not that striking though.
The colour is comfortable to my eyes. yeah its pretty and retro too.
Exams is around the week. And im ugly nervous. Im just 50% mentally prepared.
Anyway, as i've been repeating; I will do my very best, yes i can!.
And yes money is prepared and i promised myself, next week imma start my class 3 enrollment. im like woohoo!
To those guys that toying me in back then, u guys a bimbo barbarians!! haa. imma counting on my sweet revenge. mmhhmm it smells good.
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 2:51 AM.
PANDAN CHIFFON CAKE
O'right, as you can see the pictures here, these are
Pandan Chiffon Cake. Were made by Dayah, Rynn, Eleena & Me.
It was made on our Food handling Preparation Practical.
This were to be our last Prac, so yeah i would like to post our last prac
food after the sweat job. Hee(: And ouh yes, the pandan cake was nice,
and i would like to bake it at home again. yummmaaay:p
Ouhhh its rising.
Its baking, 3/4 baked
Tadaaa, (20mins later)
Yumm-yumm ready to be eaten.
Random, after prac. credits to Rynn:)
Together with love,
Nad♥
what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
