Oh nad.. I think its time for you to wake up and have an cooling ice bath. Im not being myself. I've Been thinking alot of you. And i started to hate that. Cause you dont know, the way you react, it hurts me alot without you noticing it yourself. I admit that i'm comfortable with you. But there's something that makes me feel uneasy about you at times. Everyday you just gave me a one bloody morning greeting text and thats it. I gave you a text, u never replied me for a day(i mean at times, like for now) but than i see you online in msn and you say you are bloody busy working like everyday even weekends. Fine, i tried to ease myself, but i cant, its starts to form an anger. Damn boy, I like you, but i hate you. Sometimes you're hot, sometimes you're cold and sometimes your're yes, sometimes you're no. Man, u should be lucky to have me. Cause i don't go straight to your ears and give an uproarious nag like your beautiful shit ex girlfriend did.
And right now, im seeing you online without talking to me. Just wish i could know with whom or which bitch you are flirting with. See, i started to think negative thoughts about you. And that's why im started to become paranoid again like you used to teased me before.
Eeeeee. I hate this alot. Am i making the wrong choice or wad? I should choose MN instead of you. Well, it's over anyway. I must accept the fact that im choosing u. macam regret gitu. cheebai arh.
I just can't wait for next year to come. Job and money here i come, getting license here i come, langkawi here i come, sydney here i come!! and probably i thrash you away cause as days pass by we're started to have lacks of communcation and u started it first. Alaaaaaaa berambos la kau dari otak aku ni.. Its killing me hardly la.
PS, my english dah coccupt sia. i need to go back to primary one.
U spin my head right round, right round.. haha random.
Nad:)
