I'm alive just in body's face. Because inside me, I feel That I'm not any more in this place. I lost my spirit, I broke my old habit, Now I'm lock in this secret. As you can see and feel it...I don't have dreams, I lost the wish of a new future, I even lost the old screams, That made me felt that I was imature. I lost the new mind, I lose what I find, I'm always lost and blind, Because my life lost the big why. The why I was here. The why I fought for. The why I would breathe. The why I went out from that door. Am I alive? Am I dead? Did I lose the control of my head? Did I lose my true love in a mistake? Or am I just here waiting for someone to take Take me away from this miserable life...

I just need someone to guide me to the right thinking.

I miss my late sister badly.

& i miss my friends.

where are u nadira?

what we could have been, 1:45 AM.