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Friday, December 25, 2009
BLOGGY! imysm! sorry for not updating, i've been through alot of things and got no time to update. So it's been awhile now, lets talk and type. haha. Well today i've got a wedding function to go. It's My cousin's wedding. Happy Newly wed Kak Jun. Hope your marriage will be blessed and last long. amin. Okay i got to go now. See ya around Bloggy.
Together with love,
Nadhirah.
what we could have been, 5:49 PM.
I'll be away from blogging.
seriously, i'm hooked to games whenever i on my com now.
haha.
& yea tomorrow is 1st Ramadhan.
I am so looking forward into that month.
hehe.
To all muslims LETS FAST.
May Allah blessed you.
amin.
nadee.
what we could have been, 8:16 AM.
Today's language: Malay&English. haha. maut.
Okay, hari ni is so lethargic day for me. Cuaca very panas and i think i nak dekat sakit. Body mcm seram sejuk gitu. I end school around 2pm tadi. FPE practical was cancelled. Otw back home mcm drag giler. Sigh. Balik rumah macam takde life gitu. Mandi then on computer surf FACEBOOK! haha. Apelagi, mcm biase arh babe, go facebook main game!!
Hahahaha! u know, till my mom called me "nanti kau jadi TONGONG baru tau, makan je tu computer". LOL. i diam je, continue with my facebook. Hmmm. Alamak, my body doesnt feel good now. i rase because lack of rest. 8-10august, i was out from home. berambu sampai balek pagi je.
On 8th, i had a short date with this mamat age 17 tahun. LOL. Date skejap je, and then katenye he's going "HOLIDAY" and said must be back home before 8pm. Pale pantat lu. damn boy, i know u were lying from the start. Tu pasal gua malas nak layan. Ade hati nak tipu with me. i know people's who's lying or not. Air muka lu, i boleh baca la. Nasib baik i understanding tau, i tak protest muka lu. I know you are still young. maseh adek-adek nak cari pompuan Jambu air batu. haha. kimak. Nevertheless im not sad either, macam biasa lepas tu i cari members for gaying la. senang cerita.
on the 9th, i had tahlil moyang i. mcm nak rak i tolong kat dapur. this coming weekend my arwah adik punye 100th tahlil. hmm. my energy nak kene reload la ni..
on 10th, i jumpe my bekas TTM! alahaii.. i tengok muka dia.. cair betol!! haha siak je aku ni. he drove all the way frm bukit panjang to my house. so yah.. pass him the thing, and.. bla-bla-bla. hehe. and then when to meet Darling Ayu:)
Today's school mcm nothing gitu. hmm. hope tmrw wont happen like today. Tak happening la sei. haha. ouh yea Darling Fina, dont foregt on thurs! nak datingggggggg!! hehe. k la see ya bloggy.
Oklah i nak continue main game in facebook. ciaoooo.
Pet Society
Roller Coaster Kingdom
Farmville
ps, nak clubbing boleh?
Together with love,
nadee PUNTO! hehe.
what we could have been, 12:38 AM.
ouh wow, its been awhile not been updating my blog. dusty bloggy! hehe. Basically, i'm very busy. Busy ape sak nad? like usual, school! duhhh. Lots of things happening around me, beside than schooling. tsk-tsk. and because of that i've abondoned alot of stuffs. hmm.
eversince the school new term started, i can feel my life isnt like the past. i mean past as in positive ways. i missed alot of things.
I miss ..
lepaking with my Darling Fina, rememberd u teach me how to skate, till i sucess? sampai aku beli skateboard murah! hahah. rememberd kite slalu gi city hall, jalan penin, to padang den to raffles dah tu wil-wil kononnye nak bakar lemak? lmao. rememberd the giggs we go.. FINA AKU MISS EVERYTHING!!! aku miss akhim, nad kecik... LOL.. evrything was just flashback to my mind!! SMKM2!! and i miss our 2007 time.
I miss..
going outing with my whole lot of friends.
the bridge leaders lepaking members
netballing as a team
chilling on weekends
damnnnn where could i have been now?
i dont miss..
my ex boyfriends and irritating ex-puppy lover. EEEE! so disgusting.
i realised everything has changed.
& i realised im not like the nad-ZERG like i used to be.
i can feel that i'm not strong and doesnt stand up like a confident woman.
i guess.. because of THEM, i fall. like a failure. why should i deserved this treatment, while i gave the full attention and heart to them. sigh. them? yes them! boys! u know what i mean.
there's no point dwelling over it. i wanna start anew.
snap-snap.
back to the room, okay today i had a stressful moment after school.
driving license today was sucked core. why?
cause i got to drive in major road, where cars, lorries and buses started to horn on me.
fuck up la. hope next time it wont happen again. sigh.
alrigth till here then.
past is past.
lets past becomes a lesson.
let now become a cehrish moments.
Together with love,
Nurnadhirah
what we could have been, 7:24 AM.
I'm alive just in body's face. Because inside me, I feel That I'm not any more in this place. I lost my spirit, I broke my old habit, Now I'm lock in this secret. As you can see and feel it...I don't have dreams, I lost the wish of a new future, I even lost the old screams, That made me felt that I was imature. I lost the new mind, I lose what I find, I'm always lost and blind, Because my life lost the big why. The why I was here. The why I fought for. The why I would breathe. The why I went out from that door. Am I alive? Am I dead? Did I lose the control of my head? Did I lose my true love in a mistake? Or am I just here waiting for someone to take Take me away from this miserable life...
I just need someone to guide me to the right thinking.
I miss my late sister badly.
& i miss my friends.
where are u nadira?
what we could have been, 1:45 AM.
Had fun day today. Swagging 100 golf balls was amazing and releasing stress. I went with father. It was locate at bishan. Whenever i want to swag the ball i will murmured to myself saying.. hey *** this is for you dumb ass. haha. Releasing my anger by golfing is good you see. I feel abit good and freshen up right now. hehe. I wanna swag more! a'huh!
Together with Love,
nad:)
what we could have been, 11:07 PM.
Crazy Fetish.
mazda6.
Suzuki Hayabusa.
Jaw opening wide, no words can be describe. Perfect 10.
Im in love with Mr Mazda6 and Mr Suzuki.
Can i own you two?
hmmmmmm.
POWER LA SIYOK!!
nad:)
what we could have been, 2:54 AM.
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