Lets talk-and-talk to the early mornin'

2010-05-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

everyday, every morning, everynight i would always think of you. I can feel it has come to our away naturally. But yet we havent compromise our trust to each other. i dont think i have problem with that though. It's you. why cant you have a lil faith in me? why cant you trust in me. if you dont trust me, why do you wanna be friend with me. if you feel alot of bad doubts about me, i think you should just leave. Well i'll be sad if you did that, i just want you to believe in me. Cause i had never played behinde you. I have never calling any other guys except you. But yet you keep telling me i did so. I am dissapointed at your words. you keep telling me that i've been calling other guys, i dont know how to deal with time as i ALWAYS late in any things & i always giving you an invalid excuses. why? why do you have to think like that towards me? why? you should be grateful, that im not a party woman, i dont club, i dont drink, i dont wear clothes that short of cloths either! and you should be thankful that i dont go around flinging with guys, flirting and scandaling. Im not that anymore. Ever since i've known you further, i have stop contacting with guys. I changed my number for the sake of you & to stop from guys contacting with me. But yet i still dont understand, you cant see all that. I wish you could feel me, understand me for how i feel. But no, infact you just want me to feel you. I tried very hard to understand and study your characteristic. Sometimes i will play cool with it. I have tried my best to be patience. but to you im like a failure.

well yeah i know im not pretty like ur ex-es or you ex fiancee. but i want you to know i got pretty heartful kind of person. but you dont know how to value it. well i got no one to talk about this in any further, i only have this place; blogger to let out all my feelings. im very wishful that you could drop by and read this. many things to let out, it havent finished just yet. cause' i know this post wont be read by you for a million years.

bye for now blogger. Goodnight world. Goonight to you.

:(

2010-05-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

I am back to blog on 2010. hehh. yea i know its been awhile. anyways not many people craze on blogging now. Tumblr has become the trend recently. so uhmm, i've got nothing much to say as some things are better left unsaid. I can say that my life is draught with boredom since the last day of school. no more school now, no more lectures, no more late to school, no more waking up at 6. Its an officially no-more! im dead bored at home where as some of my mates have gone to poly and some are working. As for me i've just quitted from my part time job. i'm not interested though. i am looking forward to pass my tp. but i have sense of failure. i can be confident to do it well, but i cant have the confident to pass. i shall put this to God and myself. After doing tp i will find a job i guess. To wait for private dip, i shall say i can wait for ages. The intake didnt met the following month that i've set to study. so, i shall consider it again. i will find a full time job. soon. thats it.

ps; i respect for who you are & for how you are.

i don't wanna blew this chance away. <3

2009-12-25T17:49:00.000-08:00

BLOGGY! imysm! sorry for not updating, i've been through alot of things and got no time to update. So it's been awhile now, lets talk and type. haha. Well today i've got a wedding function to go. It's My cousin's wedding. Happy Newly wed Kak Jun. Hope your marriage will be blessed and last long. amin. Okay i got to go now. See ya around Bloggy.

Together with love,
Nadhirah.

2009-08-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'll be away from blogging.

seriously, i'm hooked to games whenever i on my com now.

haha.

& yea tomorrow is 1st Ramadhan.

I am so looking forward into that month.

hehe.

To all muslims LETS FAST.

May Allah blessed you.

amin.

nadee.

2009-08-11T00:38:00.000-07:00

Today's language: Malay&English. haha. maut.

Okay, hari ni is so lethargic day for me. Cuaca very panas and i think i nak dekat sakit. Body mcm seram sejuk gitu. I end school around 2pm tadi. FPE practical was cancelled. Otw back home mcm drag giler. Sigh. Balik rumah macam takde life gitu. Mandi then on computer surf FACEBOOK! haha. Apelagi, mcm biase arh babe, go facebook main game!!

Hahahaha! u know, till my mom called me "nanti kau jadi TONGONG baru tau, makan je tu computer". LOL. i diam je, continue with my facebook. Hmmm. Alamak, my body doesnt feel good now. i rase because lack of rest. 8-10august, i was out from home. berambu sampai balek pagi je.

On 8th, i had a short date with this mamat age 17 tahun. LOL. Date skejap je, and then katenye he's going "HOLIDAY" and said must be back home before 8pm. Pale pantat lu. damn boy, i know u were lying from the start. Tu pasal gua malas nak layan. Ade hati nak tipu with me. i know people's who's lying or not. Air muka lu, i boleh baca la. Nasib baik i understanding tau, i tak protest muka lu. I know you are still young. maseh adek-adek nak cari pompuan Jambu air batu. haha. kimak. Nevertheless im not sad either, macam biasa lepas tu i cari members for gaying la. senang cerita.

on the 9th, i had tahlil moyang i. mcm nak rak i tolong kat dapur. this coming weekend my arwah adik punye 100th tahlil. hmm. my energy nak kene reload la ni..

on 10th, i jumpe my bekas TTM! alahaii.. i tengok muka dia.. cair betol!! haha siak je aku ni. he drove all the way frm bukit panjang to my house. so yah.. pass him the thing, and.. bla-bla-bla. hehe. and then when to meet Darling Ayu:)

Today's school mcm nothing gitu. hmm. hope tmrw wont happen like today. Tak happening la sei. haha. ouh yea Darling Fina, dont foregt on thurs! nak datingggggggg!! hehe. k la see ya bloggy.

Oklah i nak continue main game in facebook. ciaoooo.

Pet Society

Roller Coaster Kingdom

Farmville

ps, nak clubbing boleh?

Together with love,

nadee PUNTO! hehe.

2009-07-31T07:24:00.000-07:00

ouh wow, its been awhile not been updating my blog. dusty bloggy! hehe. Basically, i'm very busy. Busy ape sak nad? like usual, school! duhhh. Lots of things happening around me, beside than schooling. tsk-tsk. and because of that i've abondoned alot of stuffs. hmm.

eversince the school new term started, i can feel my life isnt like the past. i mean past as in positive ways. i missed alot of things.

I miss ..
lepaking with my Darling Fina, rememberd u teach me how to skate, till i sucess? sampai aku beli skateboard murah! hahah. rememberd kite slalu gi city hall, jalan penin, to padang den to raffles dah tu wil-wil kononnye nak bakar lemak? lmao. rememberd the giggs we go.. FINA AKU MISS EVERYTHING!!! aku miss akhim, nad kecik... LOL.. evrything was just flashback to my mind!! SMKM2!! and i miss our 2007 time.

I miss..
going outing with my whole lot of friends.
the bridge leaders lepaking members
netballing as a team
chilling on weekends

damnnnn where could i have been now?

i dont miss..

my ex boyfriends and irritating ex-puppy lover. EEEE! so disgusting.

i realised everything has changed.
& i realised im not like the nad-ZERG like i used to be.
i can feel that i'm not strong and doesnt stand up like a confident woman.

i guess.. because of THEM, i fall. like a failure. why should i deserved this treatment, while i gave the full attention and heart to them. sigh. them? yes them! boys! u know what i mean.
there's no point dwelling over it. i wanna start anew.

snap-snap.
back to the room, okay today i had a stressful moment after school.
driving license today was sucked core. why?
cause i got to drive in major road, where cars, lorries and buses started to horn on me.
fuck up la. hope next time it wont happen again. sigh.
alrigth till here then.

past is past.
lets past becomes a lesson.
let now become a cehrish moments.

Together with love,
Nurnadhirah

2009-07-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

I'm alive just in body's face. Because inside me, I feel That I'm not any more in this place. I lost my spirit, I broke my old habit, Now I'm lock in this secret. As you can see and feel it...I don't have dreams, I lost the wish of a new future, I even lost the old screams, That made me felt that I was imature. I lost the new mind, I lose what I find, I'm always lost and blind, Because my life lost the big why. The why I was here. The why I fought for. The why I would breathe. The why I went out from that door. Am I alive? Am I dead? Did I lose the control of my head? Did I lose my true love in a mistake? Or am I just here waiting for someone to take Take me away from this miserable life...

I just need someone to guide me to the right thinking.

I miss my late sister badly.

& i miss my friends.

where are u nadira?

2009-06-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

Had fun day today. Swagging 100 golf balls was amazing and releasing stress. I went with father. It was locate at bishan. Whenever i want to swag the ball i will murmured to myself saying.. hey *** this is for you dumb ass. haha. Releasing my anger by golfing is good you see. I feel abit good and freshen up right now. hehe. I wanna swag more! a'huh!

Together with Love,

nad:)

2009-06-22T02:54:00.000-07:00

Crazy Fetish.

mazda6.

Suzuki Hayabusa.

Jaw opening wide, no words can be describe. Perfect 10.
Im in love with Mr Mazda6 and Mr Suzuki.
Can i own you two?
hmmmmmm.

POWER LA SIYOK!!

nad:)

2009-06-16T23:03:00.001-07:00

To son of hassan, im over and down with you. we got nothing in common now. thanks for the time and concern that you had for me before. its time for me to say goodbye to you cause we are not compatible. I've seen your true colours and its suck. All the best in whatever you do.

Thanks to Md.N, you are like the light at the end of the tunnel. You the life that never expected to come. You were invisible to my eyes at that time when you were there for me and hear my stupid stories. for i realised, you have visible to my eyes now.

i will drive infront of bullet and dive off into mountains if it meant love for you.

you have shown me your beautiful love and i appreciate it alot.

Together wit love,

nad:)

2009-06-15T00:17:00.000-07:00

see, after i confessed my pissed moment for you, i feel abit of relieved and released now. I cant torture myself by keeping all the pains with me. Its killing me hardly. im quite glad that it came to your mind and u said sorry. well i can accept that but its not 100% enough for me. Cause i cant see the sincerity in you yet my dear. i will leave a plenty of time. let see how you can run with our relation's:) cause im already ready for you..

ps; nak doughnut nek jah boleh? hee.

Togther with love,

nadeera(:

2009-06-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

Oh nad.. I think its time for you to wake up and have an cooling ice bath. Im not being myself. I've Been thinking alot of you. And i started to hate that. Cause you dont know, the way you react, it hurts me alot without you noticing it yourself. I admit that i'm comfortable with you. But there's something that makes me feel uneasy about you at times. Everyday you just gave me a one bloody morning greeting text and thats it. I gave you a text, u never replied me for a day(i mean at times, like for now) but than i see you online in msn and you say you are bloody busy working like everyday even weekends. Fine, i tried to ease myself, but i cant, its starts to form an anger. Damn boy, I like you, but i hate you. Sometimes you're hot, sometimes you're cold and sometimes your're yes, sometimes you're no. Man, u should be lucky to have me. Cause i don't go straight to your ears and give an uproarious nag like your beautiful shit ex girlfriend did.

And right now, im seeing you online without talking to me. Just wish i could know with whom or which bitch you are flirting with. See, i started to think negative thoughts about you. And that's why im started to become paranoid again like you used to teased me before.

Eeeeee. I hate this alot. Am i making the wrong choice or wad? I should choose MN instead of you. Well, it's over anyway. I must accept the fact that im choosing u. macam regret gitu. cheebai arh.

I just can't wait for next year to come. Job and money here i come, getting license here i come, langkawi here i come, sydney here i come!! and probably i thrash you away cause as days pass by we're started to have lacks of communcation and u started it first. Alaaaaaaa berambos la kau dari otak aku ni.. Its killing me hardly la.

PS, my english dah coccupt sia. i need to go back to primary one.

U spin my head right round, right round.. haha random.

Nad:)

2009-06-12T02:57:00.000-07:00

say hello to holiday baybeh! imma having 3 weeks of school break now. Like atlast. wohoo. I can stand till late at night, i can wake up late but not so in the afternoon if not my mum will splash water on me, i can slack around like nobody business, i can go out but damn it my pocket gone thirst and yes i've got my new Dell falt screen desktop. and-and oh-oh! i own a N96! wheeeeeee:) Aw yea i missed one great thing, Im done with my school tests!! phew, like yeay!! Friends what are you waiting for? sms and make a date with me. hehe. Alamak! My FTT is tomorrow. shitz.

Darling, i'm wondering... till when?

With Love and Hope,

Nad:)

2009-05-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

i had an extreme long day today. when for Final theory, i failed. When to bought Golf club with father. when to shop with father. i did planting at home with father. when to pay bills with father and I think spent the whole day with my Father! hehe. oh, son of Hassan isnt mad at me anymore. we decide to go back from the scratch. i miss u, u miss me. i want us to go back happily. no matter how many guys i've known currently, i am more comfortable with u. period.

ps, please trust me cause i trust you a billion more.

2009-05-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

I hurt you once, but u hurt me doubled. i want you back. i really do. i realised my mistake but did you?? please laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa reply my sms son of Hassan! ergh!

mood: complicated love.
which one should i choose?
& by letting u go, Did i do the right thing?
arghh! fuck! fuck! i hate u love!
it's killing me hardly!
sob-sob.

2009-05-23T01:26:00.000-07:00

i found you dead in the hospital bed.
So much to say, I wish I could said bye
The only time I'll talk to you is when I look into the sky
All I've got is these pictures of you
Things in my house still smell of you
All I wanna say is,
Lil' sister if you can hear me
I regret every bad thing that I said
Please forgive me if you hear me..
Never knew how much I loved you till you was dead...

2009-05-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

Memories keeps dwelling, Tears keeps falling.
11th may 09; 4:45am, God has taken your soul away
Maybe God loves you even more than us,
I regret i didnt get to see you on your last breath.

I cried and cried.. wasnt expect u to leave us.
I felt so lonely now and mum's too.
Normally u the want who always accompany mum
when im not around. Things going to be different without you.
my tears keep falling now..only god knows how i feel.
i just want you to know with or without
your presence i will always love and remember you.
May Allah place you with the pious people in heaven.
amin.

My Beloved and only one sister,
Nurhidayah Bte Suyani
19th January 1996 - 11th May 2009.
May your soul rest in peace.
amin.

2009-04-27T16:46:00.000-07:00

A short post.

To my beloved sister, hidayah
i will miss you. i hope u'll be fine
and recover fast. hoping u'll come back
from hospital soon. -love kakak

To my baybeh, will always love you.
Cant wait to meet you again:)
thanks fr being there fr me<3

Togther with love
nadeera(:

2009-04-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

heylo(: what a week ey. phew. im loaded with busy-ness. anyways just came back from johore. And yes!! i got myself a blue new balance shoe. happy seii aku. Like atlast, thanks to dad(:

okay now...let's talk about yesterday!! i-had-a-HOT-DATE-baybeh!! haha. and i find that, dating with him was so much different to compare with my other dating guys that i dated before. mcm special la gitu. lol. known him for like 1 month in the net..hmm so yea decide to have a date. haha. well it goes like this, Suppose to meet at 8pm at jurongeast mrt station and i've to say this im sorry to make you waited for 30mins. i was late. hehe. ok, so i get down from the train, and my heart was bloody pumping harshly. There's alot of negative thinking juggling on my mind. and then i called him..

me: helloooo
him: helloooo u dah kat ne?
me: i dah sampai, u kat mane?
him: okay u turun escalator mrt all the way down, masok popular bookstore, and then exit popular, u'll see a traffic light, then u cross, nanti u nampak i.
me: okay then. see u there.

so i walked at the same time my stomach caughts butterfly.. nervous system la seii. i crossed the traffic, didnt saw him at first so i called again..

me: hello, okay where are you now?
him: okay walk to your left.
me: left? sure...?
him: eh! eh! eh! rrrriiigggghhttt.. u see an orange car? im in.....
me: haha okay.. saw you.

while walking towards his car, it's like ohmygay!! my heart pumps even more harsher than ever. DEKDEKDEKDEDEKDEKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! so yea, i hop in.. so he drove out from there and go to somewhere lalalalala... while was in the car, talking cocks i just cant forget this..it tickles me

him: (was teasing me on something which i cant remember)
me: my face goes -___-"
him: alala u nie bunga arh..
me: kalau i bukan bunga, i ape? POKOK?
him: u bukan ape, i tngk u, u mcm DURIAN!! haha!
me: -_______________-" eh takpe lah durian sedap pe! kalau dikupas, tngk isi nya MAMPAT WORRRR!!! mcm orangnye.. (smiling proudly)
him: itu lah i nak cakap, pandai pon u. hekhekhek.. kan best mampat-mampat.
me: i mmg pandai. terima kasih! in the same time i whisper to myself " pala hotak kau mampat-mampat best. suke hah suke!! tendang kang!"

klakar pe first date ngan dek ni. lol. well i rate him the highest good dating guy. LOL. ey serious okay. Through out of 4 guys i dated, he's the good one(: eh ape ni nad mentel eh! skali skale date-date, ape salahnye kan. LOL.

you the life, i never thought would ever come(:
you know i know, your secret is my secret..

Together with love,

Nad♥

2009-04-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

O'hey people. i've been away from blogging for a week & i miss you bloggy(: Anyways been up to many things for these sucking weeks. sigh. & Congratulations, currently im having high fever. I didnt attend school. So, i rot at home, watch tv. i watched my favourite pre-schoolers tv programme. Charlie and lola! haha. well i did attend my basic trial test just now. And yea baybeh. i passed! forty-nine apoint fifty. best pe. & thanks to almighty god. he picked up my prayers. alhamdulilah... see, sick-sick also can pass lah kan? next test nak sick again can? like mcm show mercy gitu. haha siak-siak.

emmm..i dont know whatelse should i type. Mind been soaked and dried. Truthfully, There's more to type actually. Well i guess, it shouldnt be tell all in here. will keep it privacy;) hehe.

Ouh yea cant wait fr more movie outing(:

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-04-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

SERENA WILLIAMS.

Uh-huh. Woman's tennis player in California.
She got that big butt like mine(teehee) despite she's the best tennis player ever.
She has become one of the most dominant figures in tennis. Seriously, i fancy her alot(:

i want muscles like her.

hehe.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-04-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

i'm in the mahar of boredom kingdom. i filled my days with composing lyrics. i even bloody trying to compose guitar chords to relate with my lyrics. fuck, am feeling so bored when it comes to holiday. Tomorrow i have BL meeting, the next day of tomorrow im going out with Jana Maec. The next, next day of tomorrow i got BL training. and then GOOD FRIDAY. despite, i think it'll be a BAD FRIDAY, for me. Nah i don't know.

Random Post:
Should i eat your sweet talkings?

alright,
bubbye viewers
ILY.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-04-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

I observed mum's has reduced her raging emotions. Alhamdulilah. Dad's been quieter than never before. My small sister been busy with her school stuff. & for myself, i felt so blank. The house is getting melancholy silent. It doesn't act normal like before. Normally my house will always filled with laughter, chit chatting and received many phone calls. Calls from dad when his at work. He would called home when he's neither having lunch nor break time. None of this practice been happening last fortnight till now. Sigh. I prayed, hopes everything would be fine & hope mum & dad would communicate to each other in jiffy. Amin.

Today went to Thomson plaza. Mum gone for foot reflexology, so i've waited for an hour. Yawn. After that, both went for lunch then off to NTUC. Damn.. I tell you the cab boot was occupied with all the NTUC's bags! Woooh. Kecoh sei boot taxi apek tu.

K lah i'm done for now.
Will update again.

ILY viewers.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today was a bitter day for me.
None sweet. None sour.
Woke up at 7am.
Wasn't a good day for me.
Infect wasn't a good holiday for this week.
herrssshhh.

Getting ready for my trial test.
Its like a usual routine for every a week for me.
*Bila mau game sak aku punya trial test.
Got text from Jana, accompany outing with her has to be canceled.
Pity her, her brother got admitted. Sorry to hear that.
Despite, i went out to city alone. Peace was playing in my mind.
There's something that across to my blank mind.
I decide.. to meet my long-time-never-meet-yotlingz aka darlingz.
She work around the city. Went lunch. had a great talk. miss her alot.

After that went off to esplanade library alone. Peaceeee again.
ahhhhhh. really like it. Finished revising my whatnots, walked to
bugis and took the train. So called of killing time. Hargghhh.
I don't know what came to my mind. Touring alone in the city. LoL.
But hey it's nice(:

I need Peace,
Nad

2009-03-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

Mum please stop crying, I can't stand the sound.
I know your pain is painful, and yes it really tearing me down.

Dad please stop yelling, I cant stand the sound
Make mum stop crying, cause I need you both around

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
Dad promise will be better, but why mum?
why you running away?

We look pretty happy in back then,
but why worst came destroyed?
We look pretty normal in back then,
can we just get back to that anything.

I'm sad, i cried for you both.
But no one hears not even my small sister.

Can we Let's play pretend and act like it comes so
naturally?

Please God, stop all this nuisance that happening in this family.
I cant take this thing forever, i need you to be my saviour.

Amin.

Where is the Love?
Nad:(

2009-03-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

East Coast Outing
kecohrable day.
26.03.2009
Pics will do the babbling alright(:

(enjoy the slides.teehee)

2009-03-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hello Monday blues.
Today im bloody fatigue.
I had bonding event with
the bridge leaders juniors and cleaning of BL room. phew.
Was quite upset with the last minute planning.
But heavenly it was run smoothly although there's a
retard planning behind the scene.
I guess the BL's are having an utter fun today
as well goes to the seniors.
IceBreaking|AmazingRace|
Animal farm|waterbomb|releasing champagne
was insane. haha.
Ton of thanks to my seniors bridge leader.
& special thanks to Thameem and Meera.
I owe you guys alot.
Without you all maybe i might be dead like a dried mermaid.
Cause this is the first time in 21st century AHS BL
back on bonding event. Unlike last year. Damn, only me knows.

Okay..2nd major event has scrap from my list. alhamdulilah.
no upcoming major for now. am happy. I need chilling pill.
Seriously. Ouh yeah yesterday was fun. Fina, u know i know.
soo funnaaayyyy. and lets do it again some other time. LOL.

About my class 3, tsk. Dont wanna talk about it anymore.
It's disappointing. By all means failed doesn't mean a give up to me.
I wont want to disappoint my dad. And friends thanks for motivating(:

Goodnight, ily people.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-19T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'm totally disappointed.
The computer screen shows;

You have FAILED the basic theory trial test.
44/50

passing marks must be 45/50!
and i was 1 mark away.
nvm, its not the end.
This Sunday is my re-take.
ghhhhhh.

I'll be away to Johore soon.
Will be back tomorrow.
See ya(:

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

Today is my utterly lethargic day. I had my parents whole room painted today and went for theory class at ssdc. I spent 4 hours of class there. yawn. Its like gain knowledge gitu lah kan. Instrcutor was fun. And i like their uniform. Macam F1's attire. haha ohhh nad you're so random.

Clock shown me at 9.19pm now, and yet i've got nothing much to say. Hell yeah, i received a message from East today. Its like been awhile since we last communicate which i dont know when, and now u text me up. wth. im so sorry, i have sticked with my obligation now. I wanna forget all the guys that been knowing and abondoned me but then shown up again after awhile. Macam wtf gitu. I had enough of this. I'm sorry east i won't get to reply u anymore. period.

I'm just like some other girls too..
waiting for a saviour that never thought would ever come.
But till when? Our Futures is on God's Hand.
we can't neither predict nor expect it when is it comes/happen.

One question i would released to a guy if they happen to love me, I would asked;
"If you love me, do you love Allah? if u do, show me you're sincerity knowledge."

oh dear what factors i've been babbbling now. tsk. it took me 45mins of blogging. I'm tired. Night!

Ouh yess, before i leave. I miss BAM alot. haha.
They put up a dam good show last year at waterfront.
They raw-rock.
Bye.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

jyeaaaaaaaaaahhhh(:

IGNITE science challenge at Science center SG has finally ended. 1st agenda has scrap from my list, haha. Being a facilitator in the sciencenopoly game was quite fatigue. Weather was blissfully hotness. People there was gallon perspiring. Only US knows how is it feel on that instant day.
Noww.. couple Pictures of US will do more talking explanation alright. I wanna have an early sign out and off to cloud 9. Hekhek..

see me, i look like Teddy! Haha. fat ass.

Mrs Yeo in the middle. cute lecturer.

Applied food science peeps. Jyeah(:

2009-03-12T02:28:00.000-07:00

(random pic, i like the scenery. credits to nad-zerg)

Aiseh-maann.
Its HOLIDAY!!
and i'm back.

Currently i was busy people.
am sorry for not updating / tagging on your blog.
*am i sorry for myself or sorry to people? urmm nvm.
It will refer to both. hah.

OKAY!
nowww..
I've settled my exams, my upcoming bridge leader events
andddddd!!! I've enroll my class 3 manual yesterday.
Yipeeee. this coming sun i'll be sitting on theory 1&2.
Next Fri will be my Trial test and next, move on to basic theory test.

actually I'm so excited in the inside, i hope what I've planted it'll be fruitful.

Soo today, was just came back from shopping spree with mom at J8 & Hougang mall.
Just with mom. And its like been for awhile for both of us going out together.
Today mom spend alot on her fetish hush puppies stuffs. As for me i ask her to
buy for me tops. woooh. BEST SEI! Ouh ya we both spend alot on FOODS!! LOL.
we ate and takeaway KFC, OLD CHANG KEE, DONUT EMPIRE & thought of going Delifrance but we went to pasta mania instead. hahah. we're like insane but the conclusion is we want to released stress and to be happy. woooohhh *aku rase macam 1st day hari raya hari ni. LOL.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-05T02:51:00.000-08:00

Oh cheeses and fries!!
I ate alot today. woooh.
well for ya'll to know im handling on to kit kat and kinder bueno now. lol,
and its-just-for-you-to-know. hehe.
So Wanna know why i ate alot?
The reason is I've been boosting, painting them ma room wall all by my own dawg.
(nigga effects.hehe) and im exhausted.
So yeah i ate alot, after hardworking my arse off painting my room.
Wanna know what colour? LIME GREEN! Booyahh!
well dont you guys fucking wondering, its not that striking though.
The colour is comfortable to my eyes. yeah its pretty and retro too.

Exams is around the week. And im ugly nervous. Im just 50% mentally prepared.
Anyway, as i've been repeating; I will do my very best, yes i can!.

And yes money is prepared and i promised myself, next week imma start my class 3 enrollment. im like woohoo!

To those guys that toying me in back then, u guys a bimbo barbarians!! haa. imma counting on my sweet revenge. mmhhmm it smells good.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-03-03T21:02:00.000-08:00

PANDAN CHIFFON CAKE
O'right, as you can see the pictures here, these are
Pandan Chiffon Cake. Were made by Dayah, Rynn, Eleena & Me.
It was made on our Food handling Preparation Practical.
This were to be our last Prac, so yeah i would like to post our last prac
food after the sweat job. Hee(: And ouh yes, the pandan cake was nice,
and i would like to bake it at home again. yummmaaay:p

Ouhhh its rising.

Its baking, 3/4 baked

Tadaaa, (20mins later)
Yumm-yumm ready to be eaten.

Random, after prac. credits to Rynn:)

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

My blood is getting on my nerves!

and am like bursting smoke from the chimney train!
fuck, fuck, fuck!
Guess what!!
MY-LIMITED-EDITION-BLACK-VANS-SHOE has been stolen.
arrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Fed-up lahhhhhhhh:|
I know i put it outside my house corridor, but why the heartless person take and runaway my vans? can't he/she smell my feet ordour in it?
stupididioticfellawithnobrainssmallsmalldontwanttodie.
luckily i got a pair of back up vans bt yet i still loving the one been stolen.
cheepai uh!

PS, Oh my cheapo deck, i miss skating on you.
when can i skate again?

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-26T03:07:00.000-08:00

Back fr this week!
I miss blogging oftenly.
Been busy alot. (the same old quote) LOL. And that is fucking true.
I've test, prac test, BL interviews, BL plans fr the new intakes, clearing house due to house renovation soon and some gundu problems. Imma having a hectic life now. And for that i realized, i've been abondoned some people. Please excuse me people, i'm in a mess right now. Hope you guys understand me. I'm not cruel to chuck you guys aside. nooo!! i just need space fr now. Everything will be back normal after this aftermath done!

HOLIDAY-HOLIDAY-HOLIDAY-I-ON-MY-WAY!

I cant wait for this coming holiday.. I want to break free!! haha. Mom promised to take me to Hyatt hotel in Johore. Although is a neighbourhood country, maann i cant wait to have those luxury buffet, 5 star room hotel and swimm in that biggy pool. Ooohhlalaaaa. I'm on my ride baybeh. yeeehaaar~ and-and cant wait for GOLFING!! eleena aku tak sabar la seii. Golfing is great, i'm into it since the day my father teached me in KL. walauuweii gua rembat banyak bola dok!! hahaha! hmm whatelse.. ouh yea lets karaoke ok! lets throw out the stress by singing.

To the AHS new intake BLs, be prepare on 23rd feb.. as we are planning something for ya. Lets boogy-boogy-boogy-BOGAYY! bahaha.

Ouh yea science centre project thingy, lets get wet yaw on 13th and 14th Feb.

Alamak serious shit uh, i cant wait for holiday. I need to make myself gay-ing.(happy lah bodoh)

To east,
I think you're just pretending to be sincere,
But why? I think you found me cause you just want to whine and have fun?
That is what i thought but i think u are right?, prove me wrong baybeh.
Make my eyes open and Show me your sincerity. please. haishhh sad nye aku bile part-part gini:(
Asyik-asyik kene dengan lelaki havoc
Nampak je baik, tapi perangai MASYAALLAH.
Hanya tuhan saje yg tahu aku punye hati dan perasaan. (chey)
siape lah aku kan, mentang-mentang Libra is the lame one. (hmm) but ey! libra has alot of good side okay! (like duhh) (sempat pe jadi defensive dan kelakar seram. oh wadever with the 4 fingers)

(couple of pics, when i was in Sydney. i fucking miss those days)

Ok lah, till here for now. will be back blogging Soon D B. heheh.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-17T01:27:00.000-08:00

oowow, its been awhile not updating.
Been busy alot.
I might updating for today and may be away for the rest of other days,
maybe till i'm free, which i don't know when is it. heheh.
I've been dying, craving, dwelling for school reasons and some other stuffs.

Imma working my ass off to get what im craving for, that is 4 points for my GPA.
Which anyone in ITE ever wants and dream off. I'll try my best to make it come true.
Well maybe not try, but Must come true. hahah. My determination is so high to the limit but i'm not doing it? hmmmm. This time i will cross over mountains and seas to make my high determination to goes as plan. jyeah. Just do it! hahah.

Well other than that, I've been dying for motorcycle license (class 2b). I've been pestering my father to get an enrollment for class 2b just now. heheh. Perhaps he told me to get class 3 first (car license) than.. i can get class 2b instead. Damn.. whats the difference? Was bit disappointing, nevertheless.. he's going to pay all the fees! jyeah. So yeah imma start my class 3 enrollment after 9th march, just after my exams. Can't wait baybeh. And to mom, I'll do what I've already planted for years. I'll still go for that class 2b. Push away all your negative thinking, anyway dad give me the permission though. hmph.

What can i do to stop dwelling to the past? Infect i'm through with them. My mind cant stop processing. Processing, but doesn't turn to anything that should be processed. Easy say, maybe i still searching for the right want. But my fear is still there. More called as Phobia. U know what i mean. After you get so much of abandoned or so called bastard from lads. U get this fear, that the dream-guy-u-ever-want you'll get later might be happen again like pastime. Ouh yes I've been admiring, crushing on these lads. But, deep inside my heart there's this thing is not working..; Excitement. Its dead and gone. Well i don't know how to elaborate more. Its crazy to babble it out here. Tsk.

For now i'm just praying hard for my upcoming test and exams. Wish all the best for me. What've been planned will goes as planned alrights. I'm signing off, will update when i ready to be back active.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-08T00:03:00.000-08:00

To Fina and Ayu,
Happy Friendship Anniversary.
08.01.07.
2years 2months.

To Ayu thank you so much for the bandship.
I fancy and appreciate it alot(:

A friendship bond binded with honesty,
as well care that will always be there.
It's a new beginning, and a journey,
that we'll live together to make our
friendship even stronger, unbreakable.

Memories of the past will not vanish,
we engrave them in our hearts deep,
we will not dwell on what has went wrong,
but we will look foward to the future.
What lies ahead of us is for the better.

It's a future where you and I share a special
friendship, one simply unforgettable.
Hold my hand and let's begin,
we cannot travel this journey alone,
so instead we'll do it as a team.

P.S: Fina and Ayu, Besties I proudly call mine.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

Food Science Party.

06.02.09
Pictures will do the blogging alrights. hee(:
These is what i have now, there will be more to be uploads.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-03T05:27:00.000-08:00

Be Noted everyone,
I've deleted my Friendster and Myspace account.
Nyehehehe.
Its been years i been taking good care of those accounts.
So yea, imma letting it go.
More like Low profile now.(:

Well nothings vital in those accounts.
There's alot of up and downs when i'm having it.
I've meet quite no. of people (person to person) in those accounts.
Difference of characteristic, behaviour etc.
haha.
I missed these people, Suhardi the bastard shit, Afiq the bragger, Yan the tengkorak bintang, Haris Chucky Bomba, Akhbar10, MoN Bastard, Steven.npk3, k.kuning...

y..now i guess it turns to memories.
Imma saying goodbye to em'(:
To em' who still keep in touch with me, well u guys rock my socks.
haha. wth nad.

Random Post.

"If that guy loves you, he'll make time for you even if his busy...."
"Hmm okay, bt for now i've got no time for this shit."
"(sad emoticons)"
"Why sad?"
"Cause i have feelings for you"
"If u did notice"
"O.O nooo wayyy"
"U must be kidding!!"
"I'm not kidding"
"If i want to, not about this."
"Well its okay to have feeling for someone"
"But i cant have the same feeling that u had for me"

so what is this called? confession? haha. PUUIIIKKK UH!!
All rubbish. Im some kind of rebellious mood now. I wonder how many times have
he been used the same line to other girls. Gotta tell u this, If u really do like me,
damn prove it man!
Just to flirting around? Wrong person baby. U'll know what u'll get!
HAH!

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-02-01T00:06:00.000-08:00

There's something that distract me,
someone that's create an avoidness in the atmosphere,
I'm just predicting
And it really made me aware that something was wrong.

I have to fight the urge to call out myself and warn me not to make the same mistake.

But I failed again and for i already realizing it.

I've arrest myself, but have you?

Together with love,
Nad♥

What a girl wants..

2009-01-31T23:46:00.000-08:00

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i post this blog
[ i want you to read it ]

2009-01-27T04:11:00.001-08:00

HaaaaChoooooo!!
Today Am having a bad-bad floo.
Hergh. damn it.

P.S, i need to pampered my mind,
overseas vacation trip asap please?

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-01-25T04:13:00.000-08:00

I dont know what has perverted to your mind.
U pitched in without my doubt.
It wasnt up to my expectation.
Are you the want i'm waiting for?
I dont know.

Chances for every human?
Should i?
Or should i not?
Your confession made me to utterly move on.
But! Can u be trusted?
I dont know.

Over welcoming questions been playing on my mind.
How should it be answered?
But the answer is still,
I dont know.

By the conversation i had with you,
I can say that you're a person that
ready to dive in front of bullets, into fires and off
mountains if it meant for happiness.
But! By all means,
Action speak louder than words.
The answer is still, I dont know,
are you the want that i'm waiting for?

Didnt I've already through with it?
But How should i deny this feeling?
Isnt it irony?
After i'm done with someone i hate the most now,
someone will just came and gave me a hand to save.
I dont know.
Lucky or fate,
Maybe the prayers that been long waited been heard by the Almighty God.
Well i dont know.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-01-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

Anderson Wave; Telok Belangah.
16th January 09

Okay guys like as per normal, the pictures will do the bedtime story. Hehe.

Feeling-Feeling Tourist.

3 dara.

Pictures Taken in School
Friday, 9th January 09
- Late update. Hee(",) -

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-01-17T01:01:00.000-08:00

Suuup!!
Today i had a super-super good sleep.
It covers all my 2 weeks energy usage.
Hahah.
Been busy with BL's and school stuff.
Yesterday was Telematch,
AHS lose. We're in the last place. Sob, sob :(
Well at least we have done a good job people.
Clap-clap to AHS Jan's intake participant.
Engine won the biggy Trophy, Congratulations(:
Biz come in 2nd and 3rd goes to EIT.
I think the 4 schools did a great job. Clap-clap(",)

April intake's is on the way now.
Preparation, planning should be done asap.
So it won't be last min case.
Hope everything will come smoothly.
(",)

Random-Random post:

Im half thru with relationships.
My heart is blank &
My enthusiasm is Dead and gone.

Together with love,

Nad♥

2009-01-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

(Our pictures taken on 8th January 09 in school. Hey its our 2 years friendship anniversary! Time goes by very fast. Hmmm.)

To Fina and Ayu, i missed all our kekeks moments. Can we go back to the past? LOL.
Okay People, the pictures will do the talking alrights(:

EHEHEHEHE^-^

NADZ&NAD(:
ehek sempat. CAMWHORES!!

HAPPY 2 YEARS FRIENDSHIP ANNIVERSARY!!
AYU,ME&FINA

Passport taking(Macam Maid sak)
Sri lanka, Indon, Philipines. Cantek!!

Ala2 secondary posings. LOL.

I like this want, Our menceret baby pose.
Candid-candid.
Bibir friendster/friendster lips.
Naaakk TEEEHHH pose.

Warisan Babi-es.
hahahahahahah!
Thanks to Nad for taking our pics. (tngk ape tu nad?)whhheeeee(:

"Bantuan anda sngt kami hargai"

I looove this part. Where we shout to people from the 5th floor.
"EPOK-EPOK~ KENTANG SARDIN!" ROFL.
Arrr, long time no candid in toilets. Take 1.
Take 2.
Take 3.
Duit cukop?
Yang belakang tu sempat eh.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2009-01-03T01:25:00.000-08:00

Me and Ayu had a lethargic day yesterday.
Went to school, settled our school stuffs, collect my passport at Lavendar
after that we walk all the way to bugis st. for lunch and then off to esplanade by our two legs.
Sigh. Penat tau!

But i had this fucked moments at esplanade yesterday.
Waited for K.kuning to come.
It was my First time meeting him.
And i have to say this..

"U know what K-kuning? u shouldnt meet me!
I didnt force u to meet me. I told u there's like other day.
It wasnt a right time. Now look, what happen yesterday?
U fought with your control queen GF. And there you still wanna meet me.
And you give me ur fucking moody face. You shouldnt fucking meet me yesterday.
See, u weren't talking that much to me, all u were doing is talking on the phone and babbling angrily with your GF on the phone. WTH? WHAT A MEET UP!!!!
You seek me for like several minutes and you go off. WTF? And we waited for you like 2 hours??
Sheeee-baaaiiii uh!And your friend is so unfriendly. Serious uh, if i were to follow my intuition and to know your mood that i didnt expect, i would just bastard u yesterday, make you and your unfriendly friend waiting for me and my friend at esplanade like "buah tak jatuh"!. Another good thing i wont answer your calls after you reached!! Biar kau rase sikit. I regret to make the last minute decision with you! damn it you fuck!!"

I wasn't expect my 2009 to be like this. ergghhhhhh~

Together With Love,
Nad♥

2008-12-31T01:45:00.000-08:00

Ayyzz its New Year Eve Baybeh!
Happy Advance New year to u guys(:

I'm up to nothing much for now,
As i filled my holidays with BRIDGE LEADER thingy for all this while.
Although i kinda stress with the upcoming events for January intake, infect i still enjoyed the moments with my BLs people. There's lot of ups and downs that i'm having now.
There's a loads, loads of preparation have to be ready on the snap of your fingers. Sigh.
Gees I cant wait for it to end. I need my brain to have a break on a vacation.
Nevertheless i cant wait to conduct the Jan's intake students. I'm all ready to face them. Nyehe.

I need to say sorry to my long ago sistles, as its already come to the end of the year.
I promise to meet her by this dec month but i cant, my agenda's blocked me away. So sorry Shila.

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Damn. my useless brain is ain't uploading well today. My brain memory is fulled with BL stuff. Haha. So yah i got story bout this guy. He says he's single and bla, bla, bla. He's a sweet talker shit and so whatever.

he says:
"actually there's loads of fresh fruit that are covered by the rotten wants."
"Interested in anyone? cause i interested in you"

Fuck you la Has!! Gi mampos and get a life.

But in the end I found out myself, he got a GF. wth? Anyways i got nothing to babble about, i'm used to it and I'd already buried his name in the grave yard. Thanks to GOD for showing me the truth side. So far 3 guys had been doing the same thing, like this fella did to me. SO.. who's next?

Together With Love,
Nad♥

2008-12-22T01:37:00.003-08:00

Ladies and gentleman, i would like to promote.. The 'Yes Man' movie! Starring Jim Carrey. Damn, My brain aint function well right now. Nothing much to say baby. Best describe; the show was hilarious! The movie really tickled me and the others in the audit. The moral of the story was good. Even my mom and dad enjoy watching it too. Man.. Can i watch it again? "Say 'Yes' if u really wants to." -yesman-

Together with love,
Nad♥

2008-12-20T02:28:00.000-08:00

Aiseyman.. Its been for awhile now,
Not been updating my blog.
Been busy holiday-ing. Lol.
For now i'm 60% done with my ups and downs holiday's moments..

- ~~Progress Class (appreciation award)~~
- ~~Science centre visit (macam what the hell?)~~
- ~~Overnight picnic (east coast)~~
- ~~Sentosa picnic~~
- ~~Theatre show: Songsang~~
- ~~Gig: Comic Strip~~
- Meet up with my long-long ago "Sistles".
- ~~Renew my passport.~~
- Jalan-jalan cari makan outing
- DVD outing.
- ~~Logistic meeting on 29th~~
- ~~Bridge Leader Training on 30th~~
- Countdown (still re-considering).

Its like i need a bloody FULL rest on my holidays.
My agenda's keeps coming in. Hergh.
And yeah isnt it fast 2008 is gonna end soon?
New year(2009) is like counting on my fingers..
What are my resolutions...??? hmmmm.
I WANT MOTORCYCLE & CAR LICENSE,
so i would come school EARLY!!! nyehehehe~

(Picture at Sentosa Picnic)

manhunts pe? puik! Lol

Cute la gitu.

Buyong2 yg tersangkot at net.

Nice Sunset.

Christmas tree at Vivo.

smile-smile(:

Together with love,
Nad♥

2008-12-12T22:11:00.001-08:00

My holidays are here.
Like atlast, phew!!
But still my schedule for holiday is PACKED!!
Damn it~
If possible i want my holidays, just to stay at home, sleep and shake legs.
LOL.
I got alot of agenda's! pffft~ *macam mane ni*
I've already make a schedule table for it and put up on the fridge, and let my mum see!
LOL. So i can get rid of house chores and etc. hehehe.

16th i got east coast overnight picnic. *cool pe*

butt...

I just cant wait fr sentosa picnic outing on 18th.
Argh yes uh!! Beach balling again!! Jyeahh!! *gerek pe*

Looking forward to that. And2 i cant wait to see our friend Akhim,
*abg2 NS tgh holiday* wondering how he looks like after awhile never meet him.
LOL.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2008-12-07T07:43:00.001-08:00

"When" can i get to meet him?
"Where" is the place i'm gonna meet him?
and "Who" is him?

I'll wait.
Wait, for GOD to answered all my questions,
Wait for the right time to come,
Wait for the moment to happen.

Its been playing on my mind.
Waiting for questions to be answered.
It may be my bestfriend? a friend? a friend from MSN, myspacer, friendster? Colleague? Stranger? passer by?
Well i dont know.

I'll just put this matter to GODS hand's,
as He will deal with it.
I'll just pray
and now who can it be?

Together with love,
Nad♥

2008-12-04T21:57:00.000-08:00

Satisfaction! Yes that is what i'm saying.
Feeling the satisfactory in me,
And I'm so satisfied as I've already talk to that hoe in school.
Not going to elaborate more.
Cause it starts here and its finish here.
Everything has settled & comes clear.
Released and relieved.

There's certain thing that i would like to point out.
So i think you-not-to-be-named should not to be named in here. But mybe You are the spontanious, sporting, cool person that i would know for these several months. But frm what i've already studied frm you, you are full with negative thoughts and your behaviour? it may affects people's feeling that you wont know. Please dont bring up your temper because of your personal things and make us affected. How lame can it be. I think we are all grown up. We should know how to control things and whatnots. Please, dont point people to do something that it doesnt related to you. Yeah, you might want to help them, but it doesnt sound sincere enough. I really dont want my 2 years in class facing people like you. Its ridiculous. By all means, its either you refer back whats gone wrong or mybe you should abandoned all that's stuck in your head. Mybe these case has not been a craze to others yet. But just wait, if you still continue to be like what you are now, mybe you have to be prepare all the miseries in future. So yeah, as i always say its starts here and its finish here.

Together with love,
Nad♥

2008-12-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

Heyy i Just got back from my grandma's house and Queensway. The Favourite place to do shopping. Lol. And guess what i didnt attend school today. For today only okay. I'm not bad, its just because my dad get off today. Even sat and sun he have to work and his working schedule isn't stable. So its like been awhile never been out like one family. So yea once in a month, why not? right?

I would like to say Thanks to mom for buying me two pair of jeans worth hundred bucks, after discount so hard. Its like WTH? and its still so ex.
And.. to dad thanks for buying me the 3/4 sport pants and sports shoe that i've been dreamed for.
LOL.
I like~
Thank you so-so-so-so much(:
I should repay them back one day, its like i've been asking alot frm them.

And should i buy that diadora bag? Its too common, But its worth it, cause the compartment is spacious. LOL. emmm well still considering.

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-12-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

OMG!!
This is so belated update.
Been busy la.
Sorry:[

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FINA(syke)!!
wheeeeee~
woah, had lot of fun during her b'day.(28th Nov 08)
Everything was planned and had gone smoothly.
So b'day girl, did you enjoyed your amazing race?
LOL.
B'day girl seems so happy when she received her
spongebob pressies. Hahah.
We celeb her b'day at the esplanade rooftop. (ala-ala picnin la gitu)
Got her a cake and bought her fav food.
We sang her b'day song,
she cut the cake,
we ate the cake,
took dinner,
she counts her spongebob pressies,
do our inside joke
and yes, camwhoring!!
Camwhoring was crazy man. Really crazy.
Lol.
After the celeb has done we went off to watch the gigs.
It was pretty awesome.
Then we off to merlion,
then we went back to watch the gig.
lol. Crazy.
It was "The Sally's" who performed.
It was pretty awesome too. :]

Naturally Snap! She goes WA-O-AW.

Wassup yaw (random)

Alalalal muke nye, sedap hingga menjilat jari kan?

Adik-beradiks. (",)

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-24T22:23:00.000-08:00

Yes uh!!
Feeling so sastified today.
I get to roll my eyes infront of his face!! 'atleast something uh'
You're such a jerk boy.
You wanna mess with me?
Ouh no, wrong person shit!
Dont you ever think you can run away from this misery.
As long i'm still schooling there, im sure boy someday you're gonna get something from me.
Ouh how wonderful, you just left me like that? Haha not so fast sucker. You still owe me an apology.
And you think i'm scared of your friends? its just a stare. Come and confront me if you got balls!
I feel digust when i see your face. My anger towards you still laying on my soul. Cant help to get rid of it.

Your a bastard,
another bastard,
a child of a bastard.

Sorry uh, i know i sounds cruel but i cant take it anymore.
and i really believe in karma "what goes around, comes around. what goes up must comes down"!!!!!! arghhhhhh! i feel like slaughtering you and your friends alive!!!! KauLahJantanPenipuHaramJadYangBelomPernahAkuJumpeSiol. How dare you take advantage of my kindness. Serious you are so lucky that i'm not the girl that go infront of you and give a bloody tight slap! erghhh~ sway uh nmpk die kat cafe 2! kau pikir muke kau handsome pe! your face mintak kene simbah ngn acid!! serious! and also si bragger feeling hiphop tu, taknk bilang name uh. kau pon same. You and me had nothing in common already la. So stop feeling-feeling as if i'm looking at you! I feel disgust looking at you too! eeeeeeee~ buat menyemak jek kat ite simei. pfffffft~

Trying to show some love,
Nad♥

2008-11-23T05:17:00.000-08:00

Congrats to SURM for getting goal award fr the tournament.

To T-virus too, congrats fr getting 2nd runner up.
Congratulation guys. This is something that i didnt expect.
Everyone go back home with no bare hands.
Thanks to our camera woman; Meera, for taking pictures.
To Trisha, thanks for coming down for supporting,
and THANKS EH to your pekak-ness for making us laugh our throat out. Lol.

Thrashing Irsyad, Aljunied and Masjid Sultan was a great effect.
Thrashing Al-Falah was abit challenging but yet the SURM team take the lead.
Thank god.
And to Wati and Im congrats to both of you for getting The best tournament player.
Clap-Clap(:

SURM take the leads!! Champion!! Wooosaa!

There goes 2nd runner up; T-virus. Congrats ppl!

Naz is so sempat taking pic behinde us.

The teams after tournament. Ape lagi Lepak uh gang. LOL.

woooosaaaaaaaaaaa~

adioz(:

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-14T00:20:00.000-08:00

Today's netball training was fun-fun-fun!!
The voice of the umpire makes me so awake. Lol.
And today i played in WD(wind defend) position.
Best! Sweat-sweat-sweat!!

"Sempat-sempat" people taking picture.

This is after training.
On our way to West mall to catch our dinner.

Meera..Meera why are you covering your face?
You the only person who is not in those pics.
Busy taking pic of us je.

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-13T05:18:00.001-08:00

Ouh great!!
I'm having a great round bruises on my knee, due to netball training on that Tues.
It haven't recover yet. I'm still waiting.
Daaaaannngg! Pain, u know! haha.
I should blame myself for wearing short pants.
Alamak.
So bear in mind Nad, no more short pants, wear long pants okay!
This coming Fri is my training again.
Got to work on it. That tues was really my day.
Down to fever, headache, knee accident, get thrown by the ball on the face and then sprain ankle.
11.11.08 IS MY FREAKING DAY!! Aiyak~

--------------------------continuation------------------------------

I had a great incident in school today.
It happens on my break time. So.. let me start..

It was my first time scolding a mat rep and i dont even know him~
*Terror nye aku*

Maya, eleena and i was waiting fr the lift at level 2 biz block.
Happily chit-chatting and laughing.
After awhile, The lift is reached & opened, it was packed in there,
only several when out. So we think we could tact in.
I was already near to the door, and it was fastly closed.
So i was like babbling out loud, and it sound like this
"ehsiakbabisialbukaklasiolbodoh."
Just imagine if my nose get stucked between the door.
But luckily eleena saved to press the lift button; outside.
So, i get inside. I spot the guy who was pressing the lift button.
Best to describe bout this guy, he's bald and he's appearance looks like mat rep to me.
He was giggling at first untill..
I directly say to him "KURANG AJAR!"
he look down and gulp his saliva.
Kental sak!
And frm the side view of my eye, i can see his friend looking at me.
i turn and look back at him for like seconds. And he looked down.
haha. Lagi satu punye Selenger bacin! Bodoh!
Senang ckp, Mak die tak ajar jadi COURTESY.

issshhhhh.. Guys these days, give me alot of
PRESSURE-PRESSURE!!
Their brains size is like a pea!!
Please uh..
Think before you speak,
Listen before you do an action!!

I'm out.

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-07T00:56:00.000-08:00

Aheeeeeyyyyy~
Wooow am feeling very-very exhausted right now. Gees.
Just got back frm netball training yaw.
Am addicted to it la.. LOL.
Today i played GK position. Kekek la.
Its like ala-ala first time playing full court.

Normally we played half court aka street netball.

But i think full court is much more easier and fun rather than half court.

The training was tiring, they always spot my weakness that is
'THE FOOT WORK' daaaaannng~
Must work on it la. Next time must be more tactful.
I need to train more to gain more skills. hmmmmm.
22nd november, we're having match, mmmm looking forward to that.
Can't wait. Am feeling nervous plus excited.
*asal aku kam-chong nie? haha*
Stop dreaming, Must go for more training. okay!
Okayla i'm signing off.

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

I'm back from the clean and green event at suntec convention hall baybeh. It was tiring, exhausted and fun! Its Tiring cause of packing, Exhausted cause of budget foods and no nice drinks! and fun cause of we make more friends, doing craps and laugh like we mean it. haha. The first task that we have to do was pack 10, 000 of goodies bags. We can't manage to do it in 1 day, but we push our arse off to do it as fast as possible. The 2nd day was damn tiring, there a loads more cartons of boxes that are waiting to be packed. Hence we manage to finish it. Phew. The best part was, we sat like a group and packed it like a machine, when we get bored, we started throwing towels to one another faces. It was damn fun. The people who in-charge of the goodie pack was pissed off on us. But we ignore of his presence. We were having having fun yaw! Ouh come on, we packed like for 10 hours a day and we only got 12 bucks? ridiculous. I know its a volunteering event, but at least the in-charge should not be pissed off on us. "Boleh bobual ape" But overall utterly fun lor.. Whenever we got break, we will go behinde the hall, there's big carpark where the cargo's come and go, we will lepak there. Talk craps, smoke, eat and play games there. The event goes real smoothly. I enjoyed the recycled fashion shows and the dance performance. And-and-and also, i saw Alawiyah and her Sally.. she was my ex-OG-classmate. hehehe. what a coincident. She was also invlove in this event. Missed her alot.(:

Ok back to the story. Woooowww i tell you, its not easy to handle an event okay. After packed the goodies bags, we have to go around and gives souvenirs and after that we have to control the crowd. Suntec convention hall is Big Okay, just imagine that. Then we have to go down and do the traffic control. Then after that go up again start the same routine. Phew. But at times me and some other friends find the chances to get rid of the task. nyehehehe. Just imagine how tired we are and they give a just pathetic 15 min break? ridiculous.

There's alot more to say what is going on, on the 2 days. I just wanna make it short. Emmm like such as..
1. The Come and arrive joke
2. Puki bare
3. Throwing towels
4. OBB - Open Big-Big
5. The mascots thingy
6. The kiasu-ness of bringing back home of the goodie bags.
7. Gossips and many more.

And the people that i wont forget that together share thoughts and make us laugh out louds are:
1. Shaq
2. Tri
3. Amaliina
4. wani
5. Hani & hani adek
6. Irah & Jayvier
7. Andy, farhan & Mega.
8. Yan and the engineering BL guys.

Hahah yeah, cant forget them. They rock my socks on that both day. Thanks eh guys.

Together with Love,
Nad♥

2008-11-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hell yeah I'm back with blogging! The other account is already vanished, & Now im officially published my new-new one and only blogger. Phew. Must Keep on track, Alright Nad.

Haha, Insane.

Guess what? i'm having food poisoning; i guess. Been diarrhoea and vomitting for the past 2 days till now. Yuck. I think its because of the oyster ommlete i ate at banquet last sunday. 'Thanks eh!' I skip class today and no appetite to eat. I've been in and out the toilet, facing the toilet bowl like several times. Yuck! Should i go see the doctor? nah.. no thank you. The advantages of this sickness are, i could see my weight losing down. Haha, crazy. Even my mom got it too. But she told me she got it from the fried rice she cooked it yesterday. emmm well i dont know. I hope this sickness wont take long. Once again 'THANKS EH'!

Ouh yea tomorrow [5th & 6th Nov]~
all BL's who got selected to the clean and green event,
see ya tomorrow at suntec conventional info centre at 7am alrights.
Free shirt, Free lunch and 12 bucks for allowance.
Who's not going? Dont regret this.
Haha.

Together with Love,
Nad♥